i had never thought you can ever feel melancholy in the heart but at the same time feel like smiling..
i never thought the book will end like that, but i knew i did sense it will end like that..
it is actually the perfect ending to the book..
it is just that....
...well, the whole thing is really making me feeling rather melancholy.
i am looking for sad music to feed my 'rather melancholy' soul.